The worst thing

When he ends it

Is wondering why

You weren’t good enough

Why he refused

To be all in

To move heaven and earth

To take the risk

You’re left wondering why

He didn’t believe

You were worth fighting for

But most of all you wonder

What it is about you

That yearns for unattainable things

And yet…

You’re not the only one

Who’s lost someone

And something possibly quite special

How sad for him too

That he’ll never experience

All the completely wonderful things

I have to offer

That maybe we could have been

Beautiful together

But it’s gonna be okay

I hope.

This isn’t my first heartbreak

It’s just… my life will feel a little less

Of what it was before

Idk how I will face tomorrow

I just really wanna know

Why can’t I have nice things

I will miss him.

Despite this, I will always

Want the best for him

All the hugs and kisses

And all the happiness in the world too